3.21.2012

must get healthy

i feel gross
fat
unbalanced
lethargic and depressed
compulsive

not happy with any of it. 


time to change. 

3.13.2012

it just is

energy flow is neither positive or negative, it just is.. flowing from one side to another, in circles and swirls. ever working towards equilibrium.

just imagine the universe in complete equilibrium. nothing exists but a pale blue light and a low hum… at this moment, the vastness of all that is has become one. it instantaneously collapses back upon itself, and explodes viciously outward.. a new primordial soup to stew.

how we get to the vast equilibrium is through a balance of energy.. every transference, acute and necessary.
and to get there.. sometimes, it just is.

3.01.2012

need of companionship

i really need a massage..
in winter i use an after shower body oil to rehydrate
but, i can't reach my fucking back
it's dry
so i keep a back scratcher
but really.. i want a partner who will lotion my back
and massage the sore tissue