SaturnRx will rip things apart in order to get them back on the right path for when he turns direct. I know so many people in the same position.. (myself included) who just had enough and put an end to the madness. Remember, Saturn isn't nice about what he does, but he always acts with best interests in mind. Now we have until November (when Saturn returns to the position at which he started retrograde) to rebuild. Being relieved that a situation is that hint of inspiration dealt by Neptune telling you that it's all OK! The panic will fade... and as Saturn gains speed you'll start moving forward to a better place.